huhu nadine,
ich muss immerzu an dich und deinen verlust denken. und gestern auf der heimfahrt haben sie my immortal gespielt und mir kamen die tränen...
du kennst es sicher eh, aber ich stell den text mal ein, ich finde das lied wunderschöntraurig:
My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
(Evanescence, My Immortal)
und dann hab ich da noch ein lied, das mir in solchen fällen mut macht. weil ich finde, warum soll man nur bei geliebten menschen das gefühl haben, ihn schon aus einem früheren leben zu kennen? und wenn ich dieses wesen schon vorher liebte, dann kann ich es auch in der zukunft wieder finden... in welcher gestalt auch immer...
I´ve loved you before
When I think of how you know me
No doubts no thinking twice
When your smile can be so soothing
A familiar paradise
When there's no one else that makes me whole
I am never needing more
I get this feeling
That I have loved you before
Were we lovers in an army
Marching off for Rome
Side by side in battle
Did we bravely leave our home
Did I hold you in my arms
As you were taking your last breath
Did I shout to all the gods
That I would love you beyond death
Or more
I swear I've loved you before
Did we hide in the dark ages
From a vengeful god above
Were our names too unfamiliar
To ever speak of love
Did I cling to every moment with you
Every parting glance
An accidental touch
Did we ever take the chance
For more
I know I've loved you before
Have I wandered through the desert
Have I looked to the North Star
Have I rode the days and nights on rails
To get back where you are
And every time I found you
It's your eyes I know for sure
When I think of how you know me
No doubts no thinking twice
When your smile can be so soothing
A familiar paradise
When there's no one else that makes me whole
I am never wanting more
I get this feeling
I know I've loved you before
(Melissa Etheridge - I´ve loved you before)
ich hoffe, dein schmerz wird bald erträglicher und die gedanken an deinen held werden mit glück über die schönen erlebten zeiten erfüllt sein und nicht mehr von überwältigender trauer geprägt...
